After 4 years what have I learned? - College graduate and the unknown future

Tid bit on sex:
If the sex feels right then it is right. for women it's meaningful, insightful and/ or satisfying physically and emotionally. the physical can do without the emotion but the emotional always works hand in hand with the physical
For the man, it feels right, if it's tight. The Physical will always be there but if ever the emotional, well that is rare. Don't worry ladies...
the moral: Kegel exercises



Excerpt from a college grad

I've graduated to become
a lesser version of myself
amongst many, amongst one
Where do I go from here on out
graduating with a diploma i want nothing to do with
So as i humor myself
I will follow my dreams
realizing that's the only things I want for me
and so it seems
that Life is a test for all of us
levels and levels of challenges
we can accept defeat or we must
follow and chase
and never give up
because along the way so many will face
the death of their dreams because they are rational
dying inside to be something practical
Well, not me

This is Me

I am changing my this blog to updates on my life in a poetic manner but you can find my poetry at the creative unknowns blog HERE
 aka being a college grad, going through regular life, finding work, dealing with love, creating my success and informing you on a personal journey of life and achievement with a few obstacles and down falls on the way

Karla Mera - Self Portrait

I never properly introduced myself. I am Karla Mera.





Once a photographer... now on a path to becoming an artist. I just want to be paid for being me and/or doing what I love

What that is I am not sure yet but I want to find

Currently 21 years of age, female, Leo, and a twin
animal lover and I enjoy helping people

I've do many things:

1) Love writing lyrics and poetry
2) Enjoy photography so long as it's not a job
3) Event planning & promotions (music shows)
4) Host for a college TV show
5) Love watching children and teaching them
6) singing, drawing, dancing, creating music
7) relaxing, sun bathing, deep breaths and long conversation in person and in depth
8) Volunteering. People and animals. It's life changing
9) Being fashionable in a cost efficient way
10) Being with Family and friends but also meeting new people, love to meet new people all the time
11) Anything outdoors
12) Social Media Marketing

Karla Mera - Self Portrait

I mostly talk about love but every now and then I get political and societal in my blogs

whatever the case, I promise you will always find something to relate to in my writings.  If not this blog then the others.  I would also love to hear what you have to say and always have open ears

Most of all I just like to be happy.  These forums allow me to express myself and let it all out.  In the end it makes me feel better and good on the inside.  I suggest everyone let it all out

it's like talking to someone without any interruptions, it feels private when no one is reading but when people are reading i feel like a get my message across

Keep in touch and I will try my best to keep up with these blogs

and yes, I uploaded these pictures so google will find me easily :) and not confuse me with Karla Mora

who is she BTW? haha

~Karla

A flash before my lies

As i walk towards my mandatory duties
i bestowed upon myself
an unpaid internship
I awoke feeling a sense of ungratefulness and lazyness
I'm tired
I'm worn


This day must be like any other working day
where I'm thrown into the city streets
to compete
amongst the others on their way to their everday
and me every other

I say goodbye to my sister
never telling her that I'll miss her
but why should I?
this day is like any other

I continue my walk from her absence another block
where the sidewalk ends and the cracked road will mock
one foot in front of the other
the street sign turns red and i must stop
but before i could the rumble and crumble of an unpaved road
brings me in deeper
like the sea drifting farther away from shore

Right before my lieing eyes
I see gravel and cabs of yellow
above me, on my knees with wide eyes
i look up at them come towards me
i give in, i subside
there was no flash before my eyes


From the Side walk into oncoming traffic
I lack the abilty to grasp the concept
I watch unafraid
front row seat to my demise
and close my eyes

"Honk" "Honk"

I re open my eyes
now noticing that I am still alive
with a flood of emotions swelling up inside
mostly fear, then embaressment
I look around and see my savoirs

walking towards me with concern,
standing beside me while traffic continues
im roughed up and bleeding
embarrassing burns
grateful for my rescue
im hurting but im breathing
a feeling so relieving
to keep on with this life of mine

knowing know for the first time
our lives have no contracts
there is nothing to sign
we eat, breathe and love
waiting in our death line